Destination Parenthood

The journey of infertility and what it sometimes takes to become a parent

IUI – Two Week Wait February 5, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — ashleykret @ 8:15 pm
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I had my 2nd and most likely final IUI done this morning. Now comes the hard part, the dreaded 2 week wait. Every month this time becomes harder and harder. I have so many thoughts and feelings and try to remain cautiously optimistic but always get my hopes up just to be hit with that horrible pain when I do get my period and know that there will be no baby that month. That day is the hardest day of the month. There are lots of tears feelings of despair. I start to question everything and my faith is gone. I let myself grieve the thought of not being pregnant for a good day or two and then gear up to do it all over again the next month. I am constantly asking myself why I torture myself but the answer is simple, I want a baby. I want to create something that is a little bit of me and a little bit of my husband. I want to get a big belly and feel my baby moving around inside of me. I want to shop for baby things and decorate a nursery. I want to use my perfect baby name. I know the day that I finally do have a baby is going to be the Best day of mine and Matt’s lives and that is why I do this every month. ~Ashley

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